eejen : vers.2 - are you where you want to be?

[ New layout~ ^^ ]
song: Darren Hayes - \

Ahh;; that didn't take too long, but it felt like it did.. haha; I forgot how to do it all already... oh well.. its done. And I got the new tagboard.. yay.. haha; how happy I am, ne? puhaha;

Anyway.. The new layout features a song by Darren Hayes, former lead singer of Australian male duo, Savage Garden. I have listened to them since they FIRST came out in 1997 and have been a big fan ever since. They only made two albums under the name Savage Garden, their first self titled one, and their second called "Affirmation", which might I add, both were genius albums, I love them both so much. And well, they broke up in hmm... I think 2001? I'm not too sure, because I just found out recently, and that Darren Hayes went solo, so I found his album and listened to it and I love it~ I listen to it almost everyday. And now his new album will be out in just a few months! It doesn't have an actual date set, but it is expected release is early this year. And the name of it is going to be "The Tension and the Spark". Which was just released a few days ago. ^^ ah;; I love it all.. Savage Garden's music is all I think of when I look back on the old days... its what made all those hard and bad times.. better. It's the only times I can remember when me and my sisters had fun.. no worries. So it means alot to me, not to mention especially once again, because their music has such meaning, and its really been pulling me through these recent months working toward my dream. When I feel so far from Hee Jun and I just can't face him, I can always turn to them and they remind me of what I love and how I've gotten here.. and whats ahead of me..

I'm sorry to go on like that.. I was supposed to make this short and just explain who the song was.. sorry.. I have to go now anyway; time to workout.. push myself for an hour for my dream.. and what if it never happens? Was all my hard work... wasted? .... 11:44PM.

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Sunday, March 28, 2004, 11:35 p.m. }

[ sleepieee ]
song: Jackson 5 - \"ABC\"

Ah;;; Along time since I wrote in here...;;; ^///^ aish.. as if I have any time recently. Hahaa; even today my sister said to me: "You're too busy!" puhaha;; it was hilarious~ ^^ I know it doesn't sound so funny, but if you knew my sisters.. --; haha; neee... anyway.. I have so much to doo~~ I've been going on such little sleep~ and then always working out and cooking and cleaning and working~ and dancing and aish~~ I never get a second to think! and when I do~ its late at night when I finally get to go to bed, and then I end up staying up SO LATE just thinking, and then that makes me only get like 2 hours of sleep, because I need to be up at 7AM... -_- I don't HAVE to be up by that time, but if I'm not.. none of my work will get done. aiiiiish.... life really sucks right now.. things are just crazy... with everything.. and with my unni.. I think we're going crazy..... too much crap has gone on and I think its starting to get to us...

Ah well.. I need to make this quick; It's getting late and I still have to write a letter to me and my sisters' friend, Susan. ^^ haha; we're sending her a package tomorrow, and I drawed her a big picture of Cloud from Final Fantasy VII. ^^ hottie! puhaha;;; ^^!! I'll scan it before I send it, and I'll post it up on here.. ^^ ah; well lets see.. what else??? aish~ I forgot.. haha;; I still gotta exercise too;; so thats an hour, plus the letter... I'll probably be in bed at like 11:30PM-12AM;; ah well;; hopefully tired too~ mann;; I think the reason today was so hard for me was because my unni didn't e-mail me.. I was looking forward to it sooo much today...... ah well.. I took this quiz I found on my unni Brooke's blog.. ^^ huhu;;;;;

You represent... playfulness. Playfulness can often be mistaken for sluttiness or
flirtiness... Flirting is something you enjoy
doing, but you're mostly just about having fun.
You're into partying, and it's seems that
people enjoy your company as much as you enjoy
their's.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla

AIYAH;; I never even flirted with a guy before~~ but ahh;; ^^ I guess its pretty accurate;;; ^^ so ne;; I enjoy peoples company, as long as I like the people.. ^^ hu~ okay! I'm off~~ I got alot to do before I can sleep~~ I'll write soon~ <333333 -9:54PM

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Monday, March 22, 2004, 09:44 p.m. }

[ work, work, work! ]
song: none at the moment

Aiyah~ I have so much work ahead of me today;;; >__< I don't know how I'm gonna deal with it or if I even am going too~ --____--;;; I have to practise my songs, for my audition tape, I have to update CO tonight and exercise.. Plus stay with my sisters until then. See, if I had all day to do those things, it'd be fine~ But all that has to be jammed into about 3 hours. And updating alone takes an hour plus the time to upload, and then I exercise for 30 minutes, but I exercise about an hour before bed~ and then I wash up, about 15 minutes with getting some water and then I go watch tv for about 30 minutes and then sleep. So I'm gonna have to sing, then update CO, and then exercise~~ I'm never gonna get a break tonight.. But I'll have to deal with it.. oh well.. I'll make it through.

That's all for now. I'm gonna start uploading in a minute.. aish;; it's the 12th and today is the beginning of working on my future.. my dream.. aish, and it started out so terribly. =o=;;..........

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Friday, March 12, 2004, 10:41 a.m. }

[ I gots nothing to do... ]
song: Savage Garden - Hold Me

아~ 몰라요;;;; 심심해....;; -__-; I'm bored~!! >o< I don't have anything to do now~~ I woke up at 7AM, and now its 8:09AM;; pssh;; and I don't have anything to do until 9AM.. my umma's birthday is on the 31st, and me and my sisters are ordering umma this stuff she likes from Louisiana. ^^ We've been there soooo many times~ but we stopped going out of town to work about three years ago.. so we haven't been able to get it ourselves. But aiyah! It's so corny! The shipping alone is like !! Because they have to put it in a special cooler and send it over night~ aiyah~ as if that costs ! The stuff that we're buying is only coming up to like dollars~ but its the shipping thats being a babo;;; -_-;;;

But anyway. ^^ On the 14th, its Hee Junie's birthday~ ^^ haha ne~ but thats not my point~ ^^ haha;; I think I'm gonna go to the show~ and see "Secret Window" with Johnny Depp! ^^ w00t!!! ^^!! hahaha;;;;; I can't wait~~

Well ne~ I think I'm gonna end this, I know its short, but oh well.. I'll probably write more later. ^^ annyoung! <3

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Thursday, March 11, 2004, 08:07 a.m. }

[ so much to do! ]
song: Craig David - \"Fast Cars\"

AIYAH! ^^! Today is gonna be such a working day! aiyah~ and I slept so late! aiiiish;;;; Well;;; I just finished downloading EVERYTHING I can get my hot little fingers on of Hee Junie's birthday~ ^^! yesh! too bad I don't have ANY time to watch them~~~ maybe later after I update CO I can get some time to watch them~ but I know updating CO tonight is gonna take soooooooo long so by the time I'm done, I'm gonna wanna get off the computer~ and I wanna slept EARLY TONIGHT! that means like.. 10 or 11PM!! NO MATTER WHAT! ^^!

I think seeing Hee Junie again, and reading the e-mail that my unni Mary sent me today really got me back into the mood to start working again! ^^! On my dream, on our dream to be in Korea together~ ahh;;; ^__^

Maryah! You will pull through it! ^^ Remember! for us! And I will work as hard as I possibly can when the time comes for me to do so! I'm gonna start on probably the 12th~ ^^!

So ne~ ^^! I got the feeling again... and this time, I'm not gonna let it go. ^^ The 12th is my day and nothing is gonna stop me this time! ^^

Anyway! but back to today~ I have to upload~ and I'll probably leave the computer until the dryer stops, and just let it upload, and then probably get dressed better because I'm in pajama's and my uncle and appa are on their way home I guess~~ and I can't be disrespectful~ so I'll have to get dressed better~ maybe a skirt~ ehh;;;; -_-;; ahha! ^^ but ne~ so after the dryer is done~ I'm gonna get back on the computer, and I'll probably still be uploading~ and so while I'm uploading~ I'll e-mail Maryah! ^^! hahahaha;;; which is probably gonna take me two hours~ ^^ its gonna have to be a long one~ ^^ ahhh;; Maryah~ you make me so happy~ haha;; ^^

Okay! I need to end this here and start uploading! ^^! See yall! ^^

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Tuesday, March 9, 2004, 03:20 p.m. }

[ fanlistings! ]
song: Shyne - \"S.O.S.\"

^^ Puhaha! yesh! I finally have somewhere to put them all! hahaha;;; ne~ I'm happy now. ^^ That's all I have though so far~ H.O.T. Yaoi, Hee Jun and H.O.T. ^^ Oh well.. within time there will be more.. ^^

That's all for now! 7PM and my samchon (uncle) is on his way~ ha; hour late.. but ne;;;

^^ "its too late, too late, 하지마! no way, no way~ I'm gonna~ leave you today~" puhahahah~ wah! ^^

안녕~~~!!!! <3333333

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Monday, March 8, 2004, 07:00 p.m. }

[ Oatmeal cookies... yum! ]
song: Chevy drivin' Texas~~~

Hahaha;; I just took this dumb quiz and haha! got a dumb answer! ^^;;

YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!

what's YOUR deepest secret?
brought to you by Quizilla

Odd, huh? ^^'' I'M NOT MARRIED!!!! hahaha;; molla;; I'm a babo.. hmm, well.. I'm just trying to pass time.. its 5:27PM right now.. at 6PM, my samchon (uncle) is coming over.. >_< aish;; how I dread that.... but oh well;; huhu;; I need to go~ haha; this was just a quick bloggie~ I need to go to the bathroom and then straighten up my room~ maybe dance a bit~ molla;; ^^ see yall later!

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Monday, March 8, 2004, 05:23 p.m. }

[ want some cookies?? ]
song: Britney Spears - \"Toxic\"

Aiyah;; Just finished making a buttload of cookies;; Oatmeal and sugar cookies. aiyah;; theres sooo many and no ones even gonna eat them, but me and my sister was bored... haha;;; We we're in the kitchen for like two hours! And I can't get the Vanilla extract smell off of me! ^^! haha;; its some REALLY good one that we got from mexico like.... the time before last that we went there.. ^^ its so good and it smells even better! normally vanilla extract smells too alcoholie~ but this one smells really sweet~ ^^ mmm;; ne~ I just wanted to say that. ^^
I don't know what I'm gonna do now~ its 2:11AM.. mmm.. I need to wake up early tomorrow... but I'll probably stay up until like 5AM then go to sleep and wake up at like 9-9:30AM;;; ah well~ ^^ I guess thats all for now! ^^ Probably gonna go in the garage now and watch my sister play the game~ maybe watch a movie while shes playing~ ^^ hehe;; we got two T.V's in there~ ^___^
Yah! Okay! ^^ I'm gonnna go! Good night yall~~ <33333

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Monday, March 8, 2004, 02:07 a.m. }

[ NOW OPEN! ^^! ]
song: Shyne - "Too Late"

Wahhh! ^^ My first entry ever! ^^ huhu first blog too~ wah;;; I been working on this for like 3 hours~ aish~ but it was a bit confusing because I never messed with a blogs html before so ne;; ^^

It's still alittle empty, but I'm sure in time I'll put more stuff on it~ cliques, and a shoutbox~ and I'm sure more things. ^^ but for now.. It's still new to me.

Oh! and this song! I just read about these two girls last night! Shyne is their group name. ^^ They're twin sisters, and they are Korean-American~ ^^ They lived in California before they had to go to Korea to sing~ but~ originally!! Before they did move to California~ They lived in TEXAS! PUHAHA! TX pride~~ gotta represent! puhaha;; so ne~ They're pretty good though~ they got good english and they rap alot~ they're on DSP Entertainment~ and if you're thinking like "huh? whos on that company?" Well~ ^^ I'll tell you~! Fin.K.L. and Click-B! along with others too~ ^^ But anyway~ ne~ I listened to they're album today and it is good~ I couldn't choose which to use for the layout~ S.O.S. or this song, Too Late ^^ But I decided on a more gangsta rappin' type layout so I chose Too Late because it has more rapping and a more of a hip hop beat~ whereas the other one is a little slower. ^^ But ne... maybe next time! ^^ ohh goodie! I'm excited~

Well yeh! ^^ I'll try to write in this as much as possible! ^^ Check back everyday, okay!? ^^

Talk to yall soon! <3333333

{Jenny huggled Hee Jun on : Sunday, March 7, 2004, 05:35 p.m. }